Yesterday was my birthday N° 28.
and as usual all ihave got is a big desseptionand a few wishes on FB.
Usually my birthday is not a special occasion for me, and i never get the attention i wish for.
This years’ desseption was a little special, why ?
well because i was surrounded by a big number of persons, they did not noticed that it was my birthday (usually in my birthday i be at home with only my familly so i can’t blame persons if everything they do is write a wish on my FB wall but this is year i was participating in a scientific camp on that camp i was surrounded by a lot of people and with 5 of my best friends, so i expected that it could be different than getting wishes on FB wall ).
I was conscient that they dont memorise the date of my birthday and some of them they don’t even know it. but the date was mentionned on FB and i know that FB send notification about birthday dates. so i expected that they get the notification from the FB and do a little effort and a gest for me like gathering together and sing for me or get a little letter from them .
But that didn’t happened and even when i told them just two of my friends told me happy birthday.
I said that ok , this is not a big deal and maybe when i return home i will find a surprise .
but at home i got the same reaction, not a symbol of joy, happiness or a sign for a special occasion.
I got the same thing just some words just ” a HAPPY BIRTHDAY” .
I felt dessiption, and this is the first time in my life that i don’t appreciate words, also it’s the first time in my life that i feel that feeling on FB are just hypocresy, so virtual and so not real.
When you see the hundred of wished on my wall you say that waw how poppular she is and how loved she is , but in the real life you got nothing.Nothing except of few words