I want to run

I want to run mum
I want to run for life for love for hope I want to run to be me
yes mum I want to run
I want to run in the real sense of the word, i want to move my body to hear my heart talk to me
I want to run to see my thoughts flow with my sweat.
I want to run to prove to myself that i don’t hate me anymore.
yes i confess i always hated running, and i did hate it for a reason i hate it because i hated myself, i hated my body, my femininity , i never thought that i deserve life i was always hating me living life , so i looked up myself in that body , i covered my body and also i deprive it from major mouvement such us running dancing and doing sports.

now i’m conscious of those negative ideas, and i that i have grew up locked in my own body.
this is why i want to run i want to run to be me to accept me to make it up with my body

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