painful

I’m tired i’m suffocated there is pain inside me that sometimes i feel that it will kill me and i need to be killed.
sometimes i feel pain i feel that i can’t bear myself anymore i just hate me so much,
sometimes i feel pain that i say that will not wake up with this but after all i make it and i wake safe by the morning
Sometimes i just wish if my body answer and reflect my soul pain , but it doesn’t and the pain is there is locked inside it’s never away.
Sometimes i think about hurting myself so i could feel better but there is always something that hold me back , i know i’m coward maybe this is it.
And my body never respond my soul pain never reflect it , and that make me hate my body even more, i don’t know where to go or what to do , it’s just painful

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