What do I geek ?

According to the new generalised definition of a Geek :
A Geek is someone who live with passion, and when it’s come to here, I have more than one.
So what i do geek ?
Actually i geek two differents things that people may not see the connection between the two of them .
But trust me they do ” at least for me” .
I geek Science, and drawing.
So let’s start with science: science for me is the possibility of exploring , science is not just wearing the lab coat and doing calculation the whole day long.
Or just having a PhD degree , it’s much more bigger than this even if this degree is important, but if it’s doesn’t’ help you to improve your way to see the word, it doesn’t make you any smarter.
So science for me is a way to see the world in the first place it’s a way of understanding, and when we understand we don’t feel fear or mystery anymore.

Science is the way, to get out from the little sight of the EGO to the comprehension that we are “humans” part of the whole. That we have only one earth we have to share it not divide it.
This was about the science now you have the right to ask :”So what does that have as a relation with drawing ?”
Here i can tell you , that if for me science is the way to explore and understand the world, drawing is the way to express it.
And it should always be a way of expression , no one should be ashamed of this expression even if it’s technically and aesthetically awful.
And hell yeah , this is my case .
I start drawing when i was a kid, i find that this is the only way for me to express my mind and my feeling, i used to drawing things that interest me “as a kid” such as clothes, cartoon, fantasic world.

But as i get older , my way of expression also develop , and i start learning new techniques, and try new subject and ideas, ( despite that i still not that good).
but my drawing took a whole other direction and dimensions, and it start to be more and more personalised , it reflect my thoughts and my feeling it start to look maybe more philosophical, more surrealistic.
But also sometimes it look somehow scientific, and i learned how to combined what i did understand with what it’s artistic.
and this is exactly the concept of Astroart.



The Fearful

I find this text on the net and i find that it’s really impressive , this is what should do and all of us ( all those who are like me) .
This is what i would want to say but since i’m not fearless and i’m so chained to my own fear i can’t say it. All what i could do is to repeat it.
Maybe one day with a little more work on myself i can say such an impressive speech.

We’re all scared: of what might or might not happen, of what we can’t change, or what we won’t be able to do, or how other people might perceive us.

So it’s easier to hesitate, to wait for the right moment, to decide we need to think a little longer or do some more research or explore a few more alternatives.

Meanwhile days, weeks, months, and even years pass us by.

And so do our dreams.

Don’t let your fears hold you back. Whatever you’ve been planning, whatever you’ve imagined, whatever you’ve dreamed of, get started on it today.

If you want to start a business, take the first step. (It only takes a few hours.) If you want to change careers, take the first step. If you want to expand or enter a new market or offer new products or services, take the first step.

Put your fears aside and get started. Do something. Do anything.

Otherwise, today is gone. Once tomorrow comes, today is lost forever.

Today is the most precious asset you own — and is the one thing you should genuinely be scared you’re wasting.

Source : https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/10-people-who-make-themselves-unhappy-you-too-jeff-haden

Appreciate the differences

Yeah, you’re more educated. Yeah, you’re more experienced. Yeah, you’ve been around more blocks and climbed more mountains and slayed more dragons.

That doesn’t make you smarter, or better, or more insightful.

That just makes you you: unique, matchless, one of a kind, but in the end, just you.

Everyone is different: not better, not worse, just different. Appreciate the differences instead of the shortcomings and you’ll see people — and yourself — in a better light.

Source : https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/10-people-who-make-themselves-unhappy-you-too-jeff-haden


Don’t talk about what’s wrong. Talk about how you’ll make things better, even if that conversation is only with yourself.

Be possitive thinker , life will get better

A little ego is not a bad thing.

You need a strong ego. Otherwise you’ll believe all the people who say you don’t have the talent… or that there’s too much competition… or simply that you won’t succeed.

No one will believe in you until you believe in yourself.

But keep your ego to yourself. Be humble on the outside; keep the proverbial 800-pound gorilla on the inside.

Source : https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/i-were-22-why-safe-almost-always-equal-sorry-jeff-haden?trk=pulse-det-nav_art