I feel disappointed and sad , it’s hard to program yourself on something and it doesn’t happen but the good news is now I know what’s wrong and why i walk away so depressed when my relations ends , simply because i addict persons so easily , I give so much interest and I give my all quickly , so i figure out that if i feel hurt so in most of case this is my falt , i should know how to moderate and how to controle my feelings .
I think that life is about control of every things , and when we lose control we lose everything.