Writing , expressing , and rejection

It happened once a day , i was good in expressing , and i loved to share ideas i was writing every thought every feeling in facebook in order to share them with my friends to find things to talk about together and it was simply a deep need for expression .
Lately i discovered that my friends and familly dislike these poste.
and i now i feel depressed why i’m writing if my ideas doesn’t interest anyone .
I start get silent since few weeks , Now  I’m just write because writing is a need just like eating , I’m writing in my blog only i stopped the facebook sharing , it’s only hard to find out that people don’t accept you the way you are .

Writing and expressing are part of who i’m .


I hate when i’m obliged to do things

some things in this life are good in themselves but by what we are doing we make them the most detestable things ever .

Things like visiting family , family in itself is a good supportive thing if and only if the connection betwen it members is a good natural smooth connection , when visiting or support family become an obligation it destroy all the meaning and the good well in the did .

It become like doing painful non neccessary surgery , recommended by a failed doctor , all you get from it is wounds , scratches marks , waste of time and money .

I belief that if relations between human being have to be natural come from heart to heart , i don’t believe in titled relationship ( and what i mean here is you get privilege just because you are my relative ) , I think that the deal should be like that :
You really mean something to me than without even asking you will get my help attention and affection so automaticly , other than this i could help by the humanity call and only if i see that you really need it .
Obligation in relations became hypocrisy .