Do you remember when we were dream about writing , do you remember when we dream about a home , children and cooking together , I was looking to you and say he is my one , he is my dream do you know that before i had no dreams , no interest in man , i was dreaming by science , trAVELING AND MY OWN HOME alone ,
What happend ? I really don’t know .
now you come you say that i have changed , yes i’m changing yes a lot of things inside me has changed because of you ,
You know why because i was giving i love you more than i love me , i prefer that you b happy ven if this will make me suffer , but now i realise that that wasn’t enough you want even more ,
I wasn’t asking for any thing ,i want you to treat me by a good way i wished if you treat me well ,you respect me ,
You just want every thing, you didn’t even respect the little piece that i want it for myself , you didn’t respect that i’m not ready to give it to you .
And now you ask me why i have changed ??
you ask me , why i’m talking to others ?
Don’t worry i’m not about doing an other relation , i’m not ready , i can’t trust someone right now , don’t worry you took every thing , you took my confidence in me and in others .
Don’t worry i know I can be in danger , but in the sometime i want to meet people who treat me well how give me back hope ,
I want to see nice people to know that i can be a child again , a dreamer one more time , people to confirm to me that i could be nice again without being hurt or abused or used .
I know there is good people all over the world , things will be good after all , I should take care of me and i should be sure not to fall in the arm of bad people who look nice but they act like devil.
maybe you loved me but you love yourself much more . And i may deserve better ,You are a good man with others but you don’t know how to make me happy. And until now i wish if you can prove to me that you are able to get me back , i’m just sure that you can’t you simply don’t know how